2014

its been months since the last post,
things changed,
most of it actually well since ,
I'm sixteen and studying electives are not that easy man,
i tell u its pretty challenging srsly.
my life is not to mention as wonderful as a shining star in the moonlight,
but alhamdulillah,
throughout everything that happened in my life,
bad or good things,
there must be a reason for it,
for the people ard me that Allah had put me in,
i learn from them ,
and most importantly,
from my past ,
i'd never want to go through it ever again.
its indescribable .
to be in my shoes ,
things are getting better this year ,
i am trying my best to the limits to improve myself,
from every aspects .
academically,emotionally,mentally,
and much much  more,
i talk more now,
pushing myself to keep my studies in a consistent mode,
taking care of my relationship with our Creator,
Allah SWT, family,friends ,
 loving all these ppl around me now,
that accept me the way i am,
help me with anything that im unsure of,
guiding me when i make mistakes.
thank you Allah,
for every single thing  that had happened
keep guiding me to where i should be ,
as You know whats best .
insyaAllah,
nevertherless,
I'm looking forward to the days coming ,
may Allah ease everything .
Amin.