francaise

so one of the highlights for this month is,
La francophonie .
15 french students were given a once in a life opportunity,
we were asked to act in a french theatre,
with the french students in lfkl,
the first day was da bomb,
we practiced well (as there was this comedian came to guide us)
im glad he speaks english sometimes though!,
hehe.
i met this guy named adrian ,
a french guy .
no we didn't talked.
but surprisingly,
his blue greenish eyes caught my attention at the first place,
and of course ,
he is the nicest guy there.
not to mention his voiceeee ,
i kinda remembered his line ok, till now.
it started when my friend told him (during practice) that i want to take picture with him ,
later bfr going bck,
i was soooo ashamed after that i think my face turned completely red or something.
oh yes my friend did feel some of my punches,
HAHAHA !,
when its time to get bck,
the 15  french students had to stay because the monsieur wanted to see us,
surprisingly,he waited for me.
asdfghjkl.
until his friend took him with her cause he's the only french one there,
geez,there was no luck at that time i guess.
not long after that , we got dismissed.
i was the first one to get out of the auditorium ,
hoping he'd be waiting fr me outside,
but he didn't.
well,i did get frustrated though.
all the way bck to school,
regrets . all over me,
one day after that,
was the day we had to performed in front of all the students there,
i was soo nervous !,
well despite all the hardwork.
we did well, I'm glad we did.
it was good one u know.
so i met him again
after the show,
idk why but at that time,
i think i deserve an explanation ,like why he left that day.
hehe.
but he appeared to say nothing,
but we took pictures that day,
i'll remember you.
you're jet too sweet and nice ,
with curly hair!
oh my i finally remember.
ze hair also .
i should stop ,
hope to see you again adrian !
we had  a wonderful time at lfkl,
we still talk abt it since then ,
it was the best ,
glad i participate in the first place .
x

2014

its been months since the last post,
things changed,
most of it actually well since ,
I'm sixteen and studying electives are not that easy man,
i tell u its pretty challenging srsly.
my life is not to mention as wonderful as a shining star in the moonlight,
but alhamdulillah,
throughout everything that happened in my life,
bad or good things,
there must be a reason for it,
for the people ard me that Allah had put me in,
i learn from them ,
and most importantly,
from my past ,
i'd never want to go through it ever again.
its indescribable .
to be in my shoes ,
things are getting better this year ,
i am trying my best to the limits to improve myself,
from every aspects .
academically,emotionally,mentally,
and much much  more,
i talk more now,
pushing myself to keep my studies in a consistent mode,
taking care of my relationship with our Creator,
Allah SWT, family,friends ,
 loving all these ppl around me now,
that accept me the way i am,
help me with anything that im unsure of,
guiding me when i make mistakes.
thank you Allah,
for every single thing  that had happened
keep guiding me to where i should be ,
as You know whats best .
insyaAllah,
nevertherless,
I'm looking forward to the days coming ,
may Allah ease everything .
Amin.