always

i just wish life was not a reality,
i just wish we lived in a kingdom,
i just wish fairytales exist,
cause this pain and tears in life,
i just cant take this anymore,
im just not that strong girl,
like dad said,
my heart is fragile,
it is,
i just have to say this,
i take small things BIG,
i've tried not to care about it,
but i just cant,
and i really think being this way,
can destroy everything,
i need to change my perspective towards people too,
haihs,
this is life,
i wish i was not in this reality either,
it hurts.