autumn '12

love.
its hard to find difficult  to accept,
through years,months,days.
you sacrife,
you love,
giving nothing but the best for him,
but one day,
you knew he had an affair.,
when it comes to that,
everything just became dark,
and darker,
you lost direction,
you never believed that he would do that to you,
cause you know that he loved you,
you dont know what else to do,
whereelse to be,
you are lost and dont know what to do,
you have given everything you got for him,'
and this is what you got back,
and now,
her questions has been answered,
after years,
going back late at nights,
outstations everyweek,
not answering phone calls,
and most importantly,
never been there for her she needs him badly.
is that love?
no its not,
its torture love,
hurting her every minute of life,
killing her feelings,
that is not love.