cravings

ok so,
i hv been wondering ,
is this only myself or everyone feels the same thing.
hv you ever felt like nobody understands you,
you feel it but you jst dont know how to express it,
truthfully,
this might be whatever but,
i hv been crying too much lately,
i hv a family and i love them all of my life,
i hv Allah to whom i jst let everything out ,
and prays so that He could guide me to the right way ,
i believe that He knows what and which is the best fr me,
and lately,
fr the past one month actually.
i really think i need some break,
to a place with beach and peace,
i dont know what hv happening to me,
not to mention fragile but,
i jst get touched easily maybe.
i get very sensitive and thinking what i had actually been through ,
all these 15 years of living,
i deserve one .
god is this one of those teenage emotional problems?
gosh .
this hits me so hard then.