:3

cause no one knows how much it hurts,
just move on,
and fake a smile,
A

dilemma

hey,
what if you hate this person,
as,
you wish you can say it face to face,
but you cant,
cause you might hurt their  feelings,
hence,
it hurts to see their face.
dear you,
i hate you so much,
im hoping  you to know it,
cause i never treat you like others,
do change to be better okay?,
im hoping you to hate me too,
we may hate  each other,
but we have to smile,
maybe next time?,
sincerely,
A.

truth

cause everyone,
has that someone special,
in their life,
your pet can be special too,
as long as,
you love that someone with your heart,
not what they have,
truly,
me

:D

HIHI,thanks to,
that someone,
eventhough it was not that fancy,
i enjoyed it.
x

dessert

ice cream,
can someone bring me to,
somewhere,
where i can find the best ice ceam.
it looks good,
so it must taste good too!,
x

crave

i have been caving for them,,
bye.

otherside

its 3rd day of rayaaaa,
took many pics,
imma responsible photographer,
said someone:>,
well,
you know me,
im just so happy today,
someone is back today,
yayy!,
stay happy,
xx

special

somehow,
sometimes you want to be,
that person,
you dont know why.
but just wanna be like her,
thinking,
how lucky is to be in her shoes.
how could it be,
maybe personality?,
like in this korean movie,
i wanna be like her,
she knows how to bring herself,
wherever she goes,
without her parents nor family,
she doesnt care what people thinks,
and just be herself,
by then,
she met this guy that makes her ,
fall in love,
they went through ups and downs,
with a broken family,
the girl is now a sucessful, scientists.
cause everybody,
has its own story,
i have my own.
x

extraordinary

one day,
i'll be cycling around,
during winter
enjoying my hot chocolate,
and by then,
i'll find what i have been ,
looking for.

patience

that one thing i missed,
patience.
i dont have it anymore,
where did it go,
hey,
come back please.
be yourself,
the old you,
A.

instead

and yes,
my journey to italy,
would be the best,
it will be long,
but who cares,
i just need to be alone.

listener

cause only him
that i can rely on,
and listens to my doa,
and the one and only where,
i can find peace,
Allah.

inneed



a vacation.
maybe i could go to paris,
and eat the most delicious macaroons,
at laduree,
or italy,
where i can see many historical building,
and make  research about it,
or korea,
where i can futfil my wish,
to eat kimchi there,
and meet some famous artist,
or USA,
where i can go the disneyland,
and ride all the rollercoasters there,
or india
where i can be the witness ,
of shah jahan's love to mumtaz ,
taj mahal.
or milan,
where i can go shopping,
or london,
where i can meet my olympic diver,
or perhaps,
MECCA,
where i can execute my worship to Allah.

tired

its not easy to be a daughter,an aunty,
a friend,
cause you just want to be the best for them,
this one day
i was wondering.
what if i am just tired of being the best,
for them,
cause im just tired of always being there,
for someone else.
i just need to give my heart a break.
,

stuck

am wondering.
when we are always there,
for your friends,
listening to their stories and problems,
who is there to listen to yours?

my situation.
when there is just nobody there,
i burst into tears,
and depressed.
im glad my parents understands me,
 and thats why,       
i love them both,    
          forever and always .           

him

well,
hello there,
mr olympics diver,
im Aalia,
im just telling you that you are,
so cute?,
HAHA,
so be date me  maybe?,
thanks mr diver:>,
stay cute,
A<3

ze olympics



HAHA,
this is funny,
how i wish right now,
i can be in london,
watching olympics 2012 live,
HAH,
keep dreaming,
A:)



interest

exam in 2 days,
nothing more nor less,
than making my parents proud,
8  A's,
have faith<3,
and do pray for my sucess,
x,
A

exhausted

#np die in your arms,
my favourite :)

after 3 days of travelling,
im home,
had a great time at singapore,
i meet many different people,
its funny though,
its time to sleep now,
sleep tight.
xx